Saturday, February 02, 2008
@Saturday, February 02, 2008
I really can't believe the love i see. :')
I shall spill all my truths here now. So hear me rant.
Truth is, i was aiming for a 1st or 2nd this year. For ttime lar. And vocal groups 1st. I worked hard for it. So naturally an ordinary person WOULD be extremely upset if the he/she didn't even get a 1st or 2nd in the solo and got a 2nd in vocal groups right? SO, being an ordinary person, i cried lo. IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY. embarrassing. >.<>.< But replied this early morning la. Xingqun was right. Not winning it doesn't mean that you're not good enough, maybe it just means that the song choice was not appropriate, or stage presence is not good enough, or maybe the nerves just got into you. A person's ability is not defined by just one performance. Luck counts too.
CONCLUSION: instead of emo-ing around and blaming the entire world that it's everybody's fault that i don't get what i wanted, i'm gonna prove it. Pitch, articulation, stage presence, figure (HAHA) and all the other stuff. SO WHAT IF SHE DIN WIN? SHE GOT MORE FLOWERS THAN ANYBODY, MORE COMFORT HUGS THAN ANYBODY AND MORE SUPPORT THAN ANYBODY. Haha. I'm like eating sour grapes but then i don't care la. Anyway no worries, never joining the solo category for talentime again, give other people a chance LAHH. Haha.
I really wanna thank all these people: LING YAN, SHU JEN, LIYANA, XIAO YUN, CONAN LING CHUNG, YONG JIAN, and durr my MOM and DAD. Haha. Thanks for the sms-es. xD And i thank all who came yesterday for all your support (Igorian OGLs, 06ip06, 08ip06, the rest of the ips and those who know me haha). XINGQUN AND AMOS, thanks for the comments on the performance. I KNOW AMOS TADETE!!! Haha i'll write that just in case Amos becomes famous. =P then i have PROOF!!! Then i can sell the choir store bench in ebay. he always sleeps on it in the morning or when he ponns lectures. HAHA. Can contribute to choir fund. Advanced orders, anyone?
TNT we are the bomb mann! We rock the house! So what if we got 2nd!!?! Toot mann, we had fun and we did our best! Even conan was enjoying himself HAHA. I was like half wanting to laugh when i turned to look at him. And pok pok keh did damn well too even though he coughed blood in choir 'cuz he sang too much. =x We're a buncha people who have completely different personalities and characters, but we get high together before the performance, we piah and piah together after choir practice when nearing a performance, we are in tune in the morning and go sharp for the rest of the day, we all love to sing and we all RAWK THE HOUSSSSEEEE! No more emo ok, we did our best!
Congratz to Sheena and Chester for winning the vocal solos! Haha. I think you both really deserve it! xD
XUEMIN IS GONNA BE THE MOST POWERFUL POWERHOUSE IN THE WHOLE OF NJC! Haha. I'm gonna work hard and improve. So just wait and see dudes. xD
Btw, if i form a band i wanna sing carrie underwood's EVER EVER AFTER. OMG. i love that song. Haha. Got good drummer got guitarists cum harmony singer we come form band lehh!!!! =P
