Sunday, September 17, 2006
@Sunday, September 17, 2006
It has come to a stage when i have to tell myself to be cheerful no matter what.No matter how many times you scold me,No matter how many times you said that i was a "failure" or that i was a "hopeless case",No matter how many times you say i wasn't good enough,No matter how many times you try to dump the whole family's anger on me because you know that i'm probably the only one who can hear you scold and i would just sit there and keep quiet. And after a while i'll be back to my cheery old self. Or so you thought.Because i'm not gonna let my own problem and emotions affect others.And that's final.But don't be surprised if there's one day where i can't take it anymore.Something's seriously wrong in the household. xP