DaRe tO fAcE tHe UlTiMatE.

Saturday, August 19, 2006

@Saturday, August 19, 2006

WTH.

I cried
for no good reason?!?
It's been a long time since i cried.

Must be all those accumulated stuffs.
AAAaaacckkk.
The run is in 8 days and i felt that i didn't train enough either.
Probably just whack it. >.<
But you know, its almost impossible to whack a run, its either you make it or you don't...
But i shall make it and whack it at the same time.
Heh. =P

Saturday, August 12, 2006

@Saturday, August 12, 2006

Went to planetshakers' concert yesterday, dinner at clementi pizzahut and probably got the choir roasted and barbecued by ms lim. Argh. I feel damn bad. But i thought, did i really regret this? I guess not. Its not everytime you get to see a live band for $4 AND you get to use it for your AA. But i definitely will NEVER do such a thing again. Argh. Still feel damn bad... x(

We got cheated out of the pizza. It says "12 slices" for large and there were only like 10 regular sized ones? Then there was this 2 pathetic super small slice squished in that could hardly FILL a baby. Never trust the menu. xP

The concert was ok lar. They gave this goody pack with this cool UV light marker thingy, but luckily i never drew too much on my hand, and those ppl who drew on their faces will probably regret 'cuz you have to rub until you can feel your skin tearing apart before the marker can come off. And then there was the lightsticks and this cool streamer thingy. I think someone stole my goody bag halfway, 'cuz when i came back to my seat, it was gone?!? The band was like super christiany lar, all the songs also christian christian, but the melody was quite catchy anyway... Yep when the drums were played right, i could almost feel my heart beating with the vibrations. BOOM BOOM BOOM. omg. Super bad for the ears also... Started jumping for the first few songs but the class wasn't very enthu for some weird strange reason... -.-" Muz be too tired from all those schoolwork haha. Then at around 8 i checkedmy phone then i was super shocked when i saw that "ms lim fumed cuz you weren't there". Oh mannz. Then the bad feeling sank in. And suddenly i didn't feel like jumping anymore so i juz stood there and clap. Oh mannz...

I am sooo sorry that i made deborah cied. Or the rest of you all scolded. Really i am. It kinda bothered me the whole of yesterday night 'cuz i knew that it was partially my fault. Probably 'cuz ms lim was already holding some anger on us and eugene n i sparked off that anger. Its like a saturated solution. When you add so sugar to a limit when the water cannot dissolve anymore sugar, and then you add just one extra grain of sugar, its the end of the world for you. Why? Because it starts to CRYSTALLISE!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaa! So all those dissolved sugar will cling on to the small tiny grain of sugar so its like you hear all those yakkity yak out of the small incident. So much for that. So now we know that we've got something to improve on, plus we've learnt our lesson and will never do it again. Sorry, dui bu qi, ah mi to fo... May this not happen again. x(

Thanks chris n joce for making me feel better in the car. And no, i don't normally sing in the car, for fear that my parents and my bro will juz cover their ears and ask me to keep my mouth shut. =P

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

@Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Yep today was NDC
It was supposed to be a highlight event of the year right?
But somehow
I don't feel the "vibe" i had
back then in cedar.
Why?

I guess i gotta accept the fact that different schools have different way of doing things, and you have to find some way to fit in into the place, not the place that fits into you. But somehow, school life in here seems to be better than school life back then, yet it seemed worse. I miss cedar, but i love nj, njchoir at LEAST.

There's always a price to pay for the choices we make anyway. xP

But who says i'm regretting? xD