My mum is screaming the lungs out of her again. Sigh. She has been doin that nowadays. I don't blame her either.Makes me worried sick. In fact, it spoils the whole family's mood. So whenever i feel like shouting and arguing in the house, i just listen to my ipod and sometimes lock myself into the room and calm down from there. You always get a false sense of security when you just close the door of your room. I like that. It makes me feel that I have all the time to myself at the moment. However, my parents take it as i'm being ignorant and all, and that all i can do is listen to the ipod all day and that i live for the ipod. Pooh. They're so wrong.
We're trying to appeal a liscence for my dad. It's kinda a long story, but to make it short, about 2 weeks ago, we just received a letter from the vet association ppl and they just say that my dad has to stop doing accupuncture on animals altogether, and he can only work in the zoo. That came as a super duper big shock to us, I mean, its like chopping the fingers off a pianist. What's more, our family income is gonna like slash slash slash to more than half. Crap. I see no reason why my dad shouldn't get his liscence either, after all the things he had done for the zoo and saving so many animals' life and all those media coverage and stuff. Plus, his job is like a hobby to him, something he love to do. As i said, its like chopping the fingers off a pianist. My mum said that if my dad were working in other zoos, he would already be the director of those zoos. I agree with her too. We already compiled everything and sending it to those vet association ppl. So that means that if he doesn't get that liscence thing, i can just curse those ppl away like nothing. But i know me. I wouldn't do that.
So anyway, i figured that's probably why i keep feeling so sianz nowadys. Plus there's nothing fun to do in the hols. I'm getting a little bored with maple liaoz, i'll probably switch to a new game soon. Maybe i'll even go back to neopets. Lol. Actually neopets is quite fun lar. Sometimes i wish that i live in a condo and then i can just go downstairs anytime to play bball on my own. Or at least have an open space to dribble the soccer ball by myself. Sometimes i wish that i have at least a girl neighbour whom i can relate to, 'cause right now almost all my neighbours are like boys younger than me and there's one who's older but that doesn't make a difference anyway. And i dislike shopping so i tend to turn down many of the invitations by my friends who ask me if i want to join them shopping. It depends on my mood. And i still have the class outing to worry about and nobody is replying my messages. xP
Funny, as i'm writing this i'm feeling better. Lol. I should do this more often. Haha. xD I shall dribble the soccer ball in my squeezy room later. Or i shall just stone.
-always be myself
-DO WELL FOR Alevels
-be a good SC
-polish up table soccer (MUSTTTT)
-lose (more) weight =P
-be more steady
-pass NAPFA
-shed 10mins off SC 10km
-play piano at hotel lounge
